On friday, i was having a great day which was following an even better day. Then !!BAM!! third period, the teacher handed me a note that said i was to go see my guidance technician.. so i went in there, expecting her to just sign me up for concurrent again. it didn't turn out that way... im further behind then i was last semester which doesn't make sense, because i passed all my classes, and made up 5 credits on concurrent... my guidance tech asked me if i had got to sign up for college now... but i didn't have enough time too. now she's fucking putting me on idependent study again.. its so much work, and thats just going to put me even further behind then i am now.. i don't know, maybe i can do it.. well yeah anyway, she finished breaking the news, i went back to my third period class, and cried off and on for the rest of the day of school. then i went to Mr. Sugano's class after school to pick up a camera.. i told him the situation, and grabbed some of my artwork from him.. well anyway, he told me that i should call allan hancock and talk to the administrators and see if they will extend the due date, and let me in anyway,, that is the only way i would be able to stay at righetti... i really need to be there, ive already been down in the ditch since boots moved to AG last summer. I mean don't get me wrong, i love going over there boots, but it just sucks when i have days like this and your not here lol... well yeah anyway... i need to make up 30 credits, im not sure but i think if i don't mind not sleeping, i will be able to do that in 4 weeks... if i don't sleep at all, and work extremely hard, and have the transportation... well.. yeah,, i got home today, and went to my bedroom, and started thinking, i know i don't want to leave righetti again, with this whole piece of crap independent study thing.. i might not get to go to prom, or grad night, or any of the other things that ive been looking forward too since about 10 years ago when my cousin neomi told me how much fun they were... either i can go on independent study, most likely missing out on prom and everything, and possibly graduating on time... or go to allan hancock, and delta, and righetti at the same time, and most likely graduating on time, and getting to go to prom, and grad night... or i could go to righetti, and delta, and get as many credits done as i can, on concurrent, and getting my ""adult ed. diploma"" whatever the fuck that is.. i asked my tech if it was basically a "G.E.D" and she said no, that it was better.. but i want to graduate on time, but then again i also want to have my senior year be fun... its times like these that you have to ask yourself, Knife Or Gun?